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I am not sure if this is normal, I am not sure if anyone else has this, but I know I do. I call it Heightening Of Emotions or H.O.Es for short. It is not like schizophrenia, I am different, but I am not a different person. Only 2 years ago maybe I found out about this, and I am still trying to figure out the other emotions I have. My emotions are people in my head that are very boosted versions of my emotions, and they were given names. Blue the sad part of me that is very quiet and only talks when I need to, Frank my anger, spite and hatred. Lil GB (Lil Goofball) the happy, weird and stupid joking part of me. Max the overly annoying, clingy and affectionate one that was only recently introduced. Cornelius, the overly formal part of me that can write paragraphs and edit spelling/punctuation/grammatical errors. A over procrastinating, stressing and scared part of me (forgot their name). Me, just my normal state of mind, that enjoys my normal hobbies/interests. Cracked: the result of all or no characters taking being there, this causes me to not talk, excessively clean, stay by myself and block out the world, music can help. After the cracked state ends, I usually do not remember at all what has happened and during it I do not understand that I am ‘cracked’. The cracked state of me is still being explored because it does not occur very often.

This is just explaining my mental state to myself, and giving clarification to what goes on in my mind to anyone that doesn't know.

The names of my emotions weren't intended/directed at anyone, they were given by my ex-girlfriend.

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Take comfort in knowing that the Imperial Gaming Community is here to help. If at anytime, contact a friend be that from Imperial Gaming or otherwise to talk to, I'm sure they can help.

 

Take it easy. Best of luck. 

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1 minute ago, Marsh said:

Take comfort in knowing that the Imperial Gaming Community is here to help. If at anytime, contact a friend be that from Imperial Gaming or otherwise to talk to, I'm sure they can help.

 

Take it easy. Best of luck. 

Im always here to talk to anyone that needs it and will listen for hours if it makes anyone on here feel better, just let me know

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you know i never would have picked up on this just speaking to you thanks for notice i suppose

if you need a hand we are all nice people except

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26 minutes ago, Bailey said:

Are you on benzodiazepines? If not, you 100% should be mate, it helps calm down emotions.

I'm not actually on any sort of medication. Benzodiazepines being prescription Xanax.

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1 hour ago, Yuri said:

I'm not actually on any sort of medication. Benzodiazepines being prescription Xanax.

Xanax is a Benzo yeah but that's really last resort if no other benzo works for you. If you feel like you want some change you should start by going to see your GP or specialist, they are there to help.
Otherwise if you feel like you can handle it, by all means. But yeah if Blue hangs around a little too long come chat, I'm usually up very late so don't hesitate, remember to communicate.

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ALSO: I've found that writing about how I feel helps with trying to get it off my mind all the time, I know it doesn't work with everyone but it's always worth a shot.

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1 hour ago, Yuri said:

I'm not actually on any sort of medication. Benzodiazepines being prescription Xanax.

I'm currently taking sertraline sandoz which is useful, have a look into that.

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7 minutes ago, Bailey said:

I'm currently taking sertraline sandoz which is useful, have a look into that.

Have you had any noticeable side effects (with sertraline sandoz), because I have gone through a long list of Benzos and seen a lot of side-effects that occur often with people taking them. 

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7 minutes ago, Yuri said:

Have you had any noticeable side effects (with sertraline sandoz), because I have gone through a long list of Benzos and seen a lot of side-effects that occur often with people taking them. 

The internet is just the internet mate, some people experience side effects, some don't. Its just up to the person, in the first few days of any medication you feel a bit sh*t because your system isn't used to it, after that it gets better.

They're not happy pills either, otherwise everyone would take them, they just help you get out of the worst spots.

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1 hour ago, Dirthi said:

 

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ALSO: I've found that writing about how I feel helps with trying to get it off my mind all the time, I know it doesn't work with everyone but it's always worth a shot.

 I can agree, wiring your emotions always helps 

 

If you ever need help with anything I believe Imperial gaming and it's people are one of the best in Australia 

Don't hesitate to ask for support 

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11 hours ago, Yuri said:

H.O.Es

Honest Queen, thanks for letting us know <3

11 hours ago, Yuri said:

Cornelius, the overly formal part of me that can write paragraphs and edit spelling/punctuation/grammatical errors

Can I have this? I need it.

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