Splonter Posted March 4, 2019 Report Share Posted March 4, 2019 I'd like to formally apologise to anyone that I have hurt and/or inflicted a bad image or hindered their experience within the community over the past couple weeks, After reflecting I have understood that my actions and attitude within the past couple of weeks have been less then satisfactory and due to this i'd like to formally apologise to each individual that I have effected, I'll be attempting to get in contact with any of those that I have believe to effected and anyone that does not receive a message and was personally hurt by my attitude or actions please contact me. Over the past month of so my real life has been deteriorating rapidly, Its been difficult to keep up and I feel my insides just collapsing. My father has been in hospital for a couple weeks so its taken its toll on me, As well as this my school work and relationships with my family and friends have also been rapidly dropping the more time I spent within the server and it has taken me so long to finally realise this, I would've taken a break a couple weeks ago to get some time to reflect and to improve my IRL situation although I decided to just tank it out and continue pushing more events on CW due to the lack of EMs at the current time, I understand I should've considered my IRL situation first before doing such actions and I apologise. My mindset and moral as of late has been extremely low and I've had many dark thoughts, My only wish now is to make peace with those that I may have hurt in the past or may have bad feelings towards me so I can move on and even pop in once or twice a month. I'm taking this time to seperate myself from the community to improve my real life situations and to get myself out of this pit i've put myself in with my mindset and dark thoughts and neglect to my own personal self I've noticed. If anyone that I've hurt or inflicted over the past couple of weeks still has any bad feelings towards me, I'm sorry and I'd like to make peace whether it be through steam, forums or TS. At this current point in time I wish to improve my stance with some of the community members so I can depart peacefully so I can fully focus on improving my IRL situation without having to worry about the community anymore. I wish you all the best of luck on the server, in real life or any other situations. One final note i'd like to leave is to not neglect your personal life, Make sure you attend to that before anything else to do with games as it was the mistake I had made, I put games before my personal life and it costed me a great deal. I wish everyone within this great community the best any I sincerely apologise to any of those that I've inflicted and friendships that I've broken because of my recent actions. Regards ~ Splonter 1 9 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eren Posted March 4, 2019 Report Share Posted March 4, 2019 Most people rarely acknowledge their mishaps in the past and try to resolve issues they've had with people. Instead many simply hold grudges or unreasonable outlooks towards certain individuals or groups. Much respect for this post, Splonter. 1 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Advisor Kristofer Posted March 4, 2019 Advisor Report Share Posted March 4, 2019 1 hour ago, Sterling said: Most people rarely acknowledge their mishaps in the past and try to resolve issues they've had with people. Instead many simply hold grudges or unreasonable outlooks towards certain individuals or groups. Much respect for this post, Splonter. Apologizing is something that many people wouldn't have done. The fact that you even considered apologizing is more that respectable. I wish you the best of luck with your life. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wombatiacus Posted March 4, 2019 Report Share Posted March 4, 2019 2 hours ago, Sterling said: Most people rarely acknowledge their mishaps in the past and try to resolve issues they've had with people. Instead many simply hold grudges or unreasonable outlooks towards certain individuals or groups. Much respect for this post, Splonter. Well said Splonter Well said. I'm going to miss you and I hope that we can see each other often in future, but for now I bid you good day and good luck my friend. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gregis Posted March 4, 2019 Report Share Posted March 4, 2019 Your good homie I forgive you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shepard Posted March 4, 2019 Report Share Posted March 4, 2019 2 hours ago, Gregis said: Your good homie I forgive you I hope to see you again once all your IRL situations are fixed. Best of luck man. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Delta Posted March 4, 2019 Report Share Posted March 4, 2019 Gonna miss your events splonter See you buddy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bailey Posted March 4, 2019 Report Share Posted March 4, 2019 “Patience is not simply the ability to wait, it’s how we behave while waiting.” - Joyce Meyer This is a quote that I try and follow, I won’t say that I am always perfectly synonymous with this quote, but it’s something that I think you need to remember, think before you do. You’re welcome to come play any time. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vanilla Posted March 4, 2019 Report Share Posted March 4, 2019 6 hours ago, Gregis said: Your good homie I forgive you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mord Posted March 4, 2019 Report Share Posted March 4, 2019 6 hours ago, Gregis said: Your good homie I forgive you I would upvote the thread but apparently digital resources can run out Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Marsh Posted March 4, 2019 Report Share Posted March 4, 2019 Apology Accepted. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Snoozy Posted March 5, 2019 Report Share Posted March 5, 2019 (edited) Mad Lad o7 Also this is my 333rd post wooohooo Edited March 5, 2019 by Snoozy 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rickle Posted March 5, 2019 Report Share Posted March 5, 2019 Hope to see you play lots again in the future Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Helsing Posted March 5, 2019 Report Share Posted March 5, 2019 Everyone has moments of weakness and tough times within their lives mate. I'm glad to hear you are working through them and to see that you are owning whatever mistakes you have previously made because of it. Keep doing whatever makes you happy, don't ever sacrifice your own well-being for the well-being of others, because as selfish as it sounds, by doing that you will also undoubtedly hurt others as a result of you hurting yourself. Always available for a chat if you should need 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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