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Steam Details Steam Name: Proven Steam ID: STEAM_0:0:178955391 Steam Profile link: https://steamcommunity.com/id/Proven01/ In Game Details In Game Name: Proven In Game Rank: N/A (Cannot recall) In Game Regiment: Storm Trooper Corps (Presumably) Ban Details How long was the ban for: The duration of the ban was permanent, stipulating that I would be unable to re-appeal or be welcomed back for a maximum of two years. However, an equitable consensus between Whitey, Wolf and I was reached, which lifted this restriction, permitting me another chance to appeal. Which staff member banned you: Jok Donassius (AKA Cody, I believe.) What date did the ban occur: 19 | 08 | 2018 at 00:04:23 PM What was the reason for the ban: "Violation of unban conditions." After I was stuck in spawn, I impulsively made the decision to kill the people of whom I was stuck inside in order to get free of the ST spawn and move on with the event. Certainly not the best decision. Explain the situation in detail which led to you being banned: How can I? It was death by a thousand cuts, and I'm still yet to figure out who I let down the most; whether it be myself, or the community. A memorable journey woven with regretful mistakes resulted in the gradual accumulation of warnings, which lead to the inevitable spiral of my ban. I was helpless, hurt, and lost, and as a result of my own decisions, I was removed from a community I held dearly to my heart. I've been told in the past that each warning was a chance to redeem myself that I never took, but that was never how I viewed it. I was naive, childish, and lacked the knowledge and foresight to realise that shit needed to change, and shit needed to change now. I can't say I'm not the same person anymore; I am. I still have the same sense of humour that made people laugh. I still have & had the same mind that would put the interests of others before my own. But the one thing I haven't dragged with me is the burden of ruining the fun of others, and throwing away valued friendships for reasons I didn't even know. These past months have humbled me, and I, as well as many others, are satisfied with the progress I have made behaviourally, and I don't plan on ever returning to my former self. So with that, I leave you. I leave you to dictate whether or not I am welcome within your community. This isn't my first ban appeal, but I can assure you, it will be my last. I don't expect any of you to ever trust me again, but what I do ask is for one final chance to prove to you all that I can and have changed. I thank you all dearly for taking the time to review this, and wish you a blissful evening. Always, Proven.