Eclipse

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    Game Night's

    Civ 5? The good one
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    Pac3

    You also never seem to learn from your countless other applications.
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    Waypoint system

    +1, maybe make it act like a king of hill, so rebels/enemies can capture it?
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    Rickle's Trial Moderator Application

    [double post, please delete]
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    Lucifer's T-MOD Application

    +1
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    IMPERIAL AWARDS - JUNE RESULTS

    I N A C T I V E M A N
  7. If you're emotional I suggest not reading further. This is the first time I've actually shared this to anyone online. I just needed to tell someome. I've been playing video games for a long time now. It'd probably be a decade since I started. When I first started playing games I didn't go on too much. But as my life got more and more difficult I started playing more and more. My family has a strong connection with depression, anxiety and ADHD. Gaming, like many others was an escape from real life. I needed to escape from my mother, who has caused my sisters and me all to develop PTSD. When I was younger I would be dragged across the tiled floor, I would have draws full of sharp knives and forks thrown at me. Through out my younger lives I always had two cats I adored, white cat and grey cat. Very creative names. Just before christmas 2009 both died. Grey cat was first, she died of mouth cancer, this was a massive blow to me, sending me into my first wave of depression. Whitecat died after due to a leg tumour. These two events drove me deeper into playing games. In 2013 my I had my my soon to be step farther move in, who was abusive, he would hit me. I would lock myself in my room and play games. In 2014 both of my sisters, one of the few people I trusted moved out. Once again driving me further into gaming. On 8/4/2015 was the first time I nearly attempted to kill myself. As you can tell it failed. It was followed by 2 more attempts through out the following year. In 2017 , I moved in with my father, this helped so much. But I never getting rid of my video game addiction. Games just mean too much to me now. It helps me deal with my PTSD. Imperial Gaming has helped me so much since I found it. Thank you all, so much.
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    Eclipse pac3 - tier 1

    Bump
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    Snoozy PAC Application

    -1, Not detailed, Lack of time, No examples, Lack of effort, Not well known.
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    IMPERIAL AWARDS - JUNE CLOSED

    Heck I just missed it